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Thursday, 15 May 2008

Sunday, 27 April 2008

  • 很想離開這裡

     

    曾經看過不本小說

    說的是每個人由出生到死亡就只有孤獨陪伴

    無限的孤獨

    以前我沒想過會這樣

     

    原來

     

    就算有交心的知己

    就算有喜歡的人

    就算有愛的人

    孤獨的感覺還是會在體內不斷地蔓延

     

    因為

     

    貪婪是人的本性

    不滿足是人之常情

    一個人向上的努力應該就是來自這本性吧

    不斷重複

    無底的黑洞

    有些人說會在這裡找光明的一點

    一個黑洞的出口

     

    但是

     

    廿一歲的我

    還找不著那份慰藉

    曾經懷疑那份感覺出自什麼

    懷念?

    影子?

    替代?

    最終

    我是我

    妳還是妳

     

    可以做的

    應該說唯一能做的

    就是等待

    有人說我浪費自己時間

    我只能說值得

     

    表達的方式僅限於此

    怕的是立入禁止的區域會出現在我的生活中

    請緊記我說過的話

    這次是認真的

     

     

    犯過的錯誤不想再犯了

     

     

    James Blunt - Carry You Home

    Trouble is her only friend and he's back again.
    Makes her body older than it really is.
    She says it's high time she went away,
    No one's got much to say in this town.
    Trouble is the only way is down.
    Down, down.
    As strong as you were, tender you go.
    I'm watching you breathing for the last time.
    A song for your heart, but when it is quiet,
    I know what it means and I'll carry you home.
    I'll carry you home.
    If she had wings she would fly away,
    And another day God will give her some.
    Trouble is the only way is down.
    Down, down.
    As strong as you were, tender you go.
    I'm watching you breathing for the last time.
    A song for your heart, but when it is quiet,
    I know what it means and I'll carry you home.
    I'll carry you home.
    And they were all born pretty in New York City tonight,
    And someone's little girl was taken from the world tonight,
    Under the Stars and Stripes.
    As strong as you were, tender you go.
    I'm watching you breathing for the last time.
    A song for your heart, but when it is quiet,
    I know what it means and I'll carry you home.
    I'll carry you home.

Monday, 10 March 2008

  • JP完SHOW後休息了接近兩天~

    手臂至今還是像斷了一樣~

     

    完SHOW一刻作為JP08 SM的我沒有什麼特別的感觸~

    舒了一口氣~

    從劇本到演員到後台各樣東西~

    緊張程度接近崩潰~

    唯一遺憾是不能常和你們一起排戲搞GAG~

    最大的感覺~

    反而是ON SHOW時站在台的一角~

    看著LINA CUE SCENE CHANGE嗌READY~

    想起JP07時我跟CAROL還是個小小ASM~

    很想那段日子~

    家的日子~

     

    感謝肥豪,IVY~

    出生入死再死過返生~

    問題日日新奇日日有趣~

    雖然IVY會扭眼訓扭食野~

    雖然肥豪會因為工作量太多抱怨我做得不好~

    雖然我會無啦啦發脾四玩自閉~

    但最慶幸PRODUCER是你們兩位~

     

    感謝導演陳占跟編劇CAROL~

    每天排戲傾劇本傾IMAGE~

    每次看見你們也像死了一樣~

    但~

    劇本真的很好很有味~

    雖然完成時間極其誇張~

    不過我相信不是這樣的話就沒有<<記得記得>>這套劇~

    如果沒了兩位~根本沒有JP08~

     

    感謝DSM JOYCE一路以來的努力~

    知道你第一次當DSM很辛苦~

    改CUE位改到似做文書~

    通頂傾CUE仲要最後生病~

    我這個不成才的SM只看在眼內~

    ON SHOW時的導演這個位置妳真的做得很稱職~

    歡迎妳以後繼續留在SM TEAM~

     

    感謝兩位ASM LINA + EDWIN~

    我沒有什麼可以教你們的~

    只是把我過去學到的體驗過的說給你們~

    其他一切我也沒去過問~

    等你們自己去發掘去體會~

    完SHOW後最想的是攬著你們喊聲GOOD SHOW~

    當你們阿頭是我的榮幸~

     

    感謝一班演員日日忍口受我引誘~

    排戲到通宵達旦還會搞GAG自誤~

    捱病了爛聲了還可以用配音排戲~

    你們是一班好演員~

     

    感謝BACKSTAGE~

    特別是MAY,ALEXENDRA,老芬,LIKU,OB,軒,RAY~

    你們真的很好~

    弄得BACKSTAGE士氣一直有升冇跌~

    這次JP08是我欠你們的一個大人情~

     

    感謝SETTING TEAM就到食飯時間都1要比我捉去練SCENE CHANGE~

    感謝PROPS TEAM到最一刻還要幫道具甚至紙箱維修~

    感謝COSTUME + MAKEUP(COMBINED IMAGE TEAM?!?!?)日日CALL最早日日捱眼訓~

    感謝SOUND TEAM近幾星期沒有好睡過~試VOLUME試CROSS FADE試CUE位~

    感謝LIGHT TEAM以簡單的表達了那麼多場景效果~

     

    特別鳴謝沒有留名的DAISY跟SAMUEL~

    這次JP08欠了你們~

    是我這個分CREW的SM欠了你們一個名份~

    感謝你們為了排戲為了GOOD SHOW為JP08付出過的~

     

    感謝劇樂樂的一班莊員~

    雖然各自也有AP,JP,ART FESTIVAL去做~

    但JP少了你們也是不成事的~

     

    感謝大莊莊員的照顧~

    特別是龜小姐,IVAN,CANDY,RAINBOW~

    跟你們一起的時間真的很開心~

    只有笑的日子很快活(除了開會)~

    這裡真的很SURPISE~

     

     

    感謝陪伴過我的GMAIL,EXCEL~

    感謝每個關心過我的朋友~

    這次很可能是我在UST最後的一次JP~

    剛看回JP07的演出~

    築夢蝶園是一個家~

    有SAMUEL有阿MO有JENNY有HOLLY有陳占有我有膠JOYCE有屎忽JEFF有大佬JAN有老芬有

    MAVIS有掃把有JEFFERY有嘉露有德州有大西~

    希望今年參與其中的各位也能當<<記得記得>>是一個家~

    下年JP也是你們的~

    別忘記以後踏台板的時候~

    好好去享受去感受這個舞台帶給你們的一切~

    這裡是屬於你們的~各位兄弟姐妹~

     

    UST JP08<<記得記得>><<REMEMBER TO REMEMBER>> GOOD SHOW!!!!!!!!!!!!

     

    CHRIS

    JP08 STAGE MANAGER

     

     

    這次寫ＪＰ０８是一個破例～希望妳不會生氣～

Sunday, 24 February 2008

  • 今日黑仔到連電話都可以唔見~

    唔通鼠年係死亡之年= ="

    各位見到我呢篇野~

    記住SMS/MSN我留返電話~

    萬分感謝!!!!!

     

     

    JP ON SHOW日子越來越近~

    覺也睡不好~

    很多事很煩心~

    其實1ST MEET時我也說過~

    不論好看與否~

    只想令你們開心~

    只要開心就很足夠了~

    很感謝一路走過來的戰友~

     

     

    放棄了~

    完了JP夢之後~

    是時候要問一下自己~

    那個才是我想要去的道路~

     

     

    有時真的不想想起~

    我不想整天掛在嘴邊~

    我笑~只是為了不讓別人擔心~

    一開始那時真的很無助~

    總算找到東西去令我不容多想~

    看到的話~不要再問我了~

     

     

    往事.....始終只能回味

    過去了的不會給你穿越時空回去收正~

    可以做的只是一直向前走~

    偶而勾起回憶開心傷心一下~

    說到底~最喜歡藏起自己的可能是我~

    有很多很多想跟人說~

    結果到頭來只是一場空~

    每次被人說三道四~

    總是努力收起掩蓋怒氣~

    說了道理也是白說~

    努力的成果沒什麼人會知道~

    唯有自己盡了力~

    問心無愧就是~

    但最不開心的是~不能好好跟你們相處~

    回家當了個乖小孩~

     

     

    3月14~COMING SOON~

    會弄好自己思緒再出發的~

     

    但...有些事...無論你多麼力竭聲嘶

    不是你的就不該強求~

    朋友~你該聽到吧~

Friday, 04 January 2008

  • 21歲了~
    要懂事了~

    外面的世界真的很冷



    Same mistake - James Blunt

    So while I'm turning in my sheets
    And once again, I cannot sleep
    Walk out the door and up the street
    Look at the stars beneath my feet
    Remember rights that I did wrong
    So here I go

    Hello, hello

    There is no place I cannot go
    My mind is muddy but
    My heart is heavy, does it show
    I lose the track that loses me
    So here I go

    oo oooooo ooo ooo oo oooo...

    And so I sent some men to fight,
    And one came back at dead of night,
    said "Have you seen my enemy?"
    said "he looked just like me"
    So I set out to cut myself
    And here I go

    oo oooooo ooo ooo oo oooo...

    I'm not calling for a second chance,
    I'm screaming at the top of my voice,
    Give me reason, but don't give me choice,
    Cos I'll just make the same mistake again,


    oo oooooo ooo ooo oo oooo...

    And maybe someday we will meet
    And maybe talk and not just speak
    Don't buy the promises 'cause
    There are no promises I keep,
    and my reflection troubles me
    so here I go

    oo oooooo ooo ooo oo oooo...

    I'm not calling for a second chance,
    I'm screaming at the top of my voice,
    Give me reason, but don't give me choice,
    Cos I'll just make the same mistake (REPEAT) again

    oo oooooo ooo ooo oo oooo...

    So while I'm turning in my sheets

    And once again, I cannot sleep

    Walk out the door and up the street

    Look at the stars

    Look at the stars, falling down,

    And I wonder where, did I go wrong.